day end ruminations

I’m sleepy-tired. As the day comes down, I wonder if the work I did was good. And I’m thinking in the tune that’s been playing in my head, and that’s how the words go…

lilt-hum, hum.

I could drift into a sleep state, never really left it today. Even in these dark hours, when the energy came, still the feeling that I caught the time too late.

And it’s okay to go in those loops for awhile, but the problem is sometimes I’d rather stay;

in the fog in your head
be a dent in the bed
watch the rain strike my palm
till the daylight is gone

Oh well, I think- despite the gray cast, the tuesdayishness, there’s still a building motion; we did accomplish something.

and it’s going that way, a gradual incline. The dream part of lifetime goals is always really big, this like soaring vision - but the actual ‘progress’ (there’s that word again) is a lot of nit-picky shit. This bit relies on that bit, and I’m waiting on this so I can do this, to accomplish this.

Man-kind. Giggle-snort. I think we were primarily designed to make everything complicated.

…. at least The Headache went away.

Talking to a screen now
not feeling particularly alone, though.

Not even a little.

I hope tomorrow you feel like a million and two bucks. Go on. I’ll be here, being proud of you…

I promise.

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